I question my life sometimes. I wonder where I am going, and where ill end up. It feels like every time we get to “that” place in life, the place where we thought we longed to be, we feel like we need to push further, farther. Unsatisfied? or bored? Why do we never feel like we have run through the finish line?
I remember when I was younger. My goals were to get married, and have children, both of which I accomplished. It may have taken a while longer than I had anticipated, but I made it, I am here, but I feel like I am supposed to be reaching for more, pushing myself further, setting new goals to reach, but what is it that needs to be accomplished? What is it that I need to do to make my life satiating?
Sometimes along the way obstacles fall in your path, and you questions where you are going. I sit here right now and wonder if this is where I am meant to be? Did I grow up for all of those years and make it to that place that I always dreamed of? Is this the place in life that I always wanted to be? Did I make myself proud? Did I make my family proud? I am here, but sometimes it feel like I am missing steps, or I skipped the obvious along the way.
Life truly is a work in progress, and the sooner we realize this and just enjoy the journey, the sooner we will realize that is life and what it is truly about – enjoying the moments, and appreciating everything that they have to offer.